aku Slalu memikirkanmU, mencemaskanmu..

tapi kaMu bahkan tidak pernah skalipun menanyakan bagaImana kabarku

meskpun sudah 2 Thn kita tdk

beRtemu..

(~>╭╮O~)

is there any my existence?

The town is surrounded by
beautiful red light
the silence of the night
...envelopes the town

seems like my existence
begins to be forgotten
if it is all just lies
then it will be better

seems like my existence
is not important anymore
if this is my fate
I will end it all

Should I end it?
covered with red blood
if I end it all
nothing will worry me again

standing at the balcony
a voice called out my name
I looked up at the sky
tears started rolling down

the sun become black
the twilight casts shadow
My body disappear slowly
little by little

My life will meet its end
and my memory will fade away
All of it will end
and I can rest peacefully

My body trembles as I close my eyes
holding the gun that reflect moonlight
the voice keeps on bugging me
".......... your wish........."

When everyone avoid and forget about me
the emptiness of this life
is suffocating me
I can't bear it anymore

This is what I wanted
all that suffers will meet their ends
A world without me
will be much more wonderful
if I am not there

that sort of world, definitely

(by. yumyum)

note : 

ini adalah lirik lagu yg dibuat oleh "one of my student.." yumico patricia a.k.a yumpheeeee / U / yumyum / nyamnyam X3

isi lagu ini sangat menggambarkan prasaan sy yg slalu mrasa kesepian meskipun berada ditengah2 keramaian banyak org.. sy sangat menyukai kata2x n atas izinx sy mempostingx diblog ini :)